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Be sure to have atleast some similar interests and an open, PG-13 mind before friending me.

In all honesty? This journal is more for my personal whinings. You'd be better off reading www.daninipanini.blogspot.com, it's a lot more fun.

I decided to make a public art post, that I will keep up to date with my latest works. Well, that's what I would be saying if I had anywork, but I seem to have concentration issues and can't force my lazy-ass to get anything done. What you can see here are some random doodles that I photoshopped.





August-07-2009

http://pink-knees.deviantart.com/art/In-the-center-of-the-ring-132491661

March-09-2009


http://fc13.deviantart.com/fs45/i/2009/069/a/3/Felt_so_good_I_saw_in_colors_by_pink_knees.png


February-09-2009


http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs40/i/2009/040/9/0/Eggs_eggs_eggs_by_pink_knees.png


February-03-2009


http://fc38.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/034/0/9/Feed_me_cake_by_pink_knees.png


January-29-2009


http://fc00.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/029/a/f/for_angie_by_pink_knees.png


October-18-2008


http://fc03.deviantart.com/fs35/i/2008/292/5/9/vampire_romance_by_pink_knees.jpg

Kansas City Lolita Meetup!
you know you want to come! We haven't had a meetup in ages and it's time to come out of the shadows!

community.livejournal.com/mo_egl/24117.html

Also, in that post, is an offer to start a carpool for going to St. Louis events, since they seem to be a lot more active than us.

OMGOMGOMG!
I posted a fake ad to craigslist the other day out of boredom, pretending to be an (attractive) 20 year old who thinks of herself as a nymphet and looking for her Hum.
Here's the ad I posted;

Looking for my Humbert Humbert

While at 20 years of age I am not quite Lolita anymore, but I still retain my youthful beauty, and I may admit that I still have childish interests such as hello kitty.
People still ask me what High School I go to if that gives you an idea..
I am looking for an older man who is interested in my schoolgirl charms.
I need someone who is financially stable as I am a little broke, all the time. However I am not looking for a sugardaddy here, my needs are not that high.
I am open to roleplaying anything, but I don't know about the actual sex part yet, we shall see.

And holy shit! I got 14 replies!
Omg.

( You can read some of the replies under the cut )

God, I feel bad now. I've let down all these lonely people. I mean, ha, yeah, I'm a little intrigued I wont lie, but I do have a boyfriend. Lol.
There was a post on Daddy Dom on gaia (lol, I know, but i've had that account for 5 years and have only logged on thrice, so shhhh) and it was interesting. So if I had to pick, it would be that one xD!
But if I was serious about this, how would I even know who to reply to? I wasn't even expecting to get any, jeeze.

Now unfortunately, noone replied to my ad wanting to start a girl gang where we ride on bikes and wear pink bronze knuckles xD!

Still, just... wow.
...I'm flattered?

I'm leaving this public because it's fascinating.

Heyheyhey!
You should check out some of the things I have on ebay! Help me pay the rent xDD!!





Many other cute things~~!!!

http://shop.ebay.com/gallexea/m.html?_nkw=&_armrs=1&_from=&_ipg= !!!!!

I know you can hardly see that but it's a lolita picture im currently working on. I'll be colored and everything by tonight. I needed something decent to show when I advertise commissions, because the ones I currently have are outdated and bad.
So speaking of which...

Omg guys, I don't have rent ;______;
Which is why I am opening commissions!

Please commission me xD! You know you want it! It doesn't even have to be lolita, it can be anything! (even porn! But a second character will be extra money ^_~)

Full computer-colored pictures are: $15
Lineart is: $10
Sketches are: $6

!!!

Hey look! I've finally discovered how to make those paypal donate buttons I always see on people's blogs xDD

How professional!
You can donate if you want xDD I need money to move ;o;

Bah, I think i'll just have to do dirty webcams chats xDD

So uh... I've noticed that my new icon makes everything I saw seem to be much more hyper sounding, haha.

I tried to start a diet yesterday but the losers I live with brought home pizza, and I have noooooooo self-control.
Fack.

Oh, and someone left a message in my facebook honesty box that said "pathetic" haha, do I even really know anyone of facebook? Not really.
So I just replied "lol"

Yep, you heard right, friends only now. Too many people were reading this journal without my knowledge.

How do i lock all of my old entries o.o?

Oh fuck, the juliette et justine dress I wanted on yahoo!japan got bought. And to think I almost had this dress :\

I found a photographer on flickr who I *ahem* EXTREMELY ENJOY because of their lolita erotica, ohohohohoho!!





You cna find more of their stuff at---> http://www.flickr.com/photos/s-m-k/sets/72157603792350717/

Sales of Wii Sports have surpassed those of super mario world...
Woah
Also they are discontinuing the ps3 because it's too costly for them to make, lol. Not that I ever wanted one anyways, video games bore me so much anymore.
It's really... conflicting to me, because 4 years ago my only thought revolved around video games. I was subscribed to the magazines, I played them all day, I tried to justify not buying something because "wow, I could buy two games with that money..."
Now I can hardly even focus on little girly games, like cooking mama, and animal crossing.
Oh well...

I have to add homemade poptarts of my list to-make



I wonder what filling I would do. My favorite brand flavor is mint chocolate, and you can never find that, so maybe. But then my girly side wants to do !!!Pink!!! !!!sparkles!!!

( In which I talk about the troubles of my life )

I want to do my guitar (and my phone, camera, and laptop when i get those) like this



Oh god, so tacky! And my guitar is already pink and sparkly on top of that! Oh, i've never posted images of my guitar! I'll have to do that...

I have a big list of lolita-type crafts i'm going to sell on etsy.com ohohoho! I'll be using the name pearldust, but there's nothing there yet.

I have to go to new york just so I can eat gold twinkies



So deliciously decadent~
But I still haven't even tried a deep fried twinkie yet.
Not that I even like twinkies, it's just... the experience.

So, I went to the library and checked out some books. I got; the disheveled dictionary, jane austen's guide to etiquette, the 120 days of sodom, and philosophy in the bedroom.
The last two are Mariquis de sade's works. I'd always meant to read some of his stuff. So far i'm halfway through philosophy, and I skimmed some of sodom. I find his works to be a tad... silly. The first thing I read in sodom was something along the lines of;
"sir, did you just fart in my face"
"why yes, yes I did sir, I find it to be quite enjoyable"
"Well then, right-o, do it again sir!"
I lol'd
And philosophy just seems like some random man's random fantasy ramblings. NOne of the reactions are realistic, along with the penis sizes.
But from what i've heard of sodom, it should get worse.

Oh, and you know what, I love the princess portal. I fucking love it. Her writing is so good, it's one of the few i've discovered that actually keeps me interested and my imagination flowing. It transports me into another world filled with loveliness, which is always a nice escape from my rather lame and mundane reality.
Speaking of that though, my new years resolution is to "refine" my self somewhat, a little in the direction of victorian etiquette. Why? Because it's fun, and I love to feel and look elegent. I'm planning to read up on ettiquette guides and classic literature/ music. Along with showing proper care to my hygiene, like making sure I shower every other day (haha, is it scary that I don't already? I'm a child of the 90's, what can I say?) make sure to brush my teeth and wash my face every morning and night, and to makesure I have atleast a little make-up done and have styled my hair somehow. I will also stop dressing so scruffy, this will be more easily achieved when i start buying all the lolita dresses I am planning on, ohohoho. Semi-lifestlye lolita? Oh yessss.
Maybe I will drink more tea, I love tea damnit.

Oh, but no amount of refinement will ever fix my dirty mouth, ahahaha~

I made a loli_valentine :DDD
I'm not telling you which it is!
So far i've made 3, and one secret. I should do another secret.

This is the gingerbread house I made for christmas! As soon as I got done taking this picture, I punched a hole in the roof xD! It was fun~

Poupee girl is such an addicting bitch. I want to upload, but then with all the ribbon limitations, augh! Like last night one of my items only got two ribbons and a shell, wft!? And they need to list more brands. I thought I was going to score it big with my multiple bed head and chi hair products, but they don't even know what that is! Or paul mitchell, goddamnit.



But i'm cute, so cute! Oh, I wish I had some make-up, maybe I will buy some today. I'm trying to give my poupee kind of a pinkhouse/natural-kei style.

Oh, and I noticed, the fist two polyvores that I posted in this journal got 318~ comments, while the ones I didn't only got 12
There are more people reading my journal than I thought o__O...?

I love victorian maiden's blog~

Hmm... my ex, whom I haven't seen in a year, invited me out for lunch today. This might be akward...oh well~

I need to borrow my cousin's fancy camera so my poupee girl images can look better. I don't want to use my nasty camera, augh. I think next I will take pictures of all my makeup and hair supplies, I'm such a bedhead whore ^^;;

Polyvore is addicting, Im going to force more of my outfits upon you!


To space! by queenofpoise


White pagan by queenofpoise

I wish I could just sleep until my job started -___-

OMG WHY IS IT SO FUCKING NICE IN THE MIDDLE OF JANUARY!? GLOBAL WARMING IS REAL GAIIIIIS!!!

*ahem* Do you think I would get shot if I wanted to make this black rosary have an upside down cross and wear it places? Hmmm....

Omgomg! I made a polyvore account!


Pink and yellow spank! by queenofpoise


Biker girl by queenofpoise

Omg it's so amazing!

Happy new year!

Fuck, 2008 was the worst year of my life, I'm SO glad to see it go.
I really really get the feeling (and my horoscopes are in agreement) that 2009 is going to be spectacular I have one super awesome art job coming up, then I have a super money making stripper job coming up (I am serious about this guys!) and then I will buy my VW bus and live in it, then I will also get my portfolio finalized and start displaying in galleries!
Also, I plan ot continue my felt and jewelry escapades.
Oh, and the ever-present weight loss issue. I'm going to buy some adderall from zoe, so... that's pretty much the most perfect thing ever. And I will be focused...!!! I'm so spacey xD
I am also looking foward to all the lolita events I will be able to go to this year, and of course, all the lolita shopping!!
I made a list already, but you can't see it, you might buy them out before me ^__~
Ahahahaha!

Im watching some new years thing on tv and damn, taylor swift can't sing. BUT the pussycat dolls are fiiiiiiiiine, and covered in latex! Latex!!

Oh, and here was my response to EGL's "whatre you doing this new years?"
"It will be just me, the internet, and my kogepan pajamas eating mr. goodcents. I will then try to watch the ball drop, but will probably fall asleep at 10.
To think last year I was at a party and drunk already, weird."

I thought it was funny.

Someone help me ;o;! How do I change my hair color in poupeegirl!?

::edit:: Nevermind! I have figured it out!

Add me as your friend! http://pupe.ameba.jp/profile/zKAfNz_0zLXB/